Pieces of Me

thoughts playing

2011-10-19T20:06:00.006+08:00

When you wanna cry but you can't

cause it's the truth.

and then, you think back..
What good am I?
Don't you think you deserve someone better?
You're too perfact. Stupid, you're looking at the wrong person.
There's someone way better than this person right here.

i miss you like there's no ending to it

2011-10-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

I miss nagging at you. I miss pinching your soft cheeks. I miss hearing you saying "I love you" to me every 5 minute. I miss being playful with you. I miss watching you sleep. I miss your smile. I miss being taken care by you. I miss looking at you playing with my feet. I miss hugging you tightly from the back and say "I love you". I miss cooking with you. I miss us.

And I can no longer take this anymore baby. I just want you here by my side..

Right here. Right now.

Can you? :'(

Middle of nowhere

2011-09-28T22:13:00.001+08:00

It's so cold with nobody to hold me

You're so wrong leaving when you told me

You would never leave me by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

Now I'm lost

Trying to make it on my own

I thought I could never do this,

Alone but now I'm walking by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

wake me up when 7 October ends

2011-09-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

Even though we're far away,
I always think of you & I always pray that you're happy wherever you may be.
i miss you jason, so much that it's killing me :'(

i feel so demanding :(

2011-09-25T21:04:00.003+08:00

He called again today in the afternoon. He even sent me a picture of him which I requested(: But all that doesn't last long.. It was super short.. Maybe he is really busy and tired and maybe I'm just being greedy and selfish.. I hate the feeling in my heart that forever wondering, curious and worrying about him.. I'm sure he is just doing fine there but yet my heart isn't at ease. Ugh.. I just wish this period ends fast. I don't wanna have these feelings inside of me anymore.. It just hurts and make me sound so annoying and very demanding to him. Can somebody please wake me up when 7 October ends ? :'(

heart at ease

2011-09-25T15:52:00.001+08:00

His last words at Facebook :')

2011-09-24T22:14:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the call :')

2011-09-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

You called twice. In the afternoon and in the night.. I wish our conversation was longer but I know I can't be selfish cause you need to save the balance for other days.. It hurts me to know that you're not staying in a hotel instead you're staying in a village.. What hurts me most is, it's hard to get in touch with you.. I really do hope you're okay over there.. No tears kay baby? :') Have more laughs and smile. Jaebal enjoy yourself. I just want you to be happy..

You mean the World to me ..

i miss you

2011-09-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you~
I miss your smile~
And I still shed a tear every now and then..

I can't breathe .. Somebody help

2011-09-24T12:36:00.005+08:00

Hi, I just got back from the Airport. Went off there to send Jason earlier at 6.45 in the morning. Had breakfast with his mom, aunt and uncle. I kept him accompany till he went in. He was busy taking attendence and being responsible for his team mates since he is the team leader. As he walks here and there, I was standing there with his luggage looking at him deeply cause I know I won't be seeing him for two weeks and it just hurts me too much. I catch his smell. Hug him and hold him. It was fast. The time given wasn't enough for me but I guess I shouldn't be selfish..

Right before he went in, there he was, hugging me tightly, kiss my lips and say, "Take good care of yourself. I'll miss you and I love you". The moment he got in, rush of sudden tears running down my cheeks. He then climb up on something and gave me a big goodbye wave.. It just makes me wanna hug him even more and tears just won't stop. After I could see him no more, I quickly went to Terminal 3. Hoping that I could see his plane taking off.

There I was, having hopes. Waiting desperately for his plane. It was 11am and I don't see any JetStar plane taking off. All I see was Singapore Airlines and so, I decided to wait alil longer..

Then it was 11.22 am and still, I don't see his plane. I wanna text him and ask if his plane already flew off or is he still in Singapore.. I was constantly crying ever since he went off and I want him to know that I'm still here at Terminal 3 waiting desperately to see his plane but.. I guess I can't right?? :'( Cause that will only make him more worried about my condition.. I don't know whether I should leave now cause there's a small part of me saying that he is still here on the plane.. just that it hasn't flew.. I'm confused and praying for someone to give me a sign.

I made my mind up to continue staying alil longer.. It's already 11.30 and yet I don't see any JetStar or maybe I missed it. That can't be cause I sat there and constantly looking out for his plane. Hopes went down. I cry even more to know that I've fail to see his plane and bid my last goodbye. It was 11.35 when I start to make a move but I kept looking back.. I guess his plane has already taken off.. I was feeling indeed sad.

My heart still calls for him.. And every second I can hear his voice calling me. I guess I must have spend time with him almost everyday that I could even hear him now though he isn't here with me.. and that just hurts me even more. Baby, to be honest I'm not used to this. You leaving me is one of the cruelest and toughest thing I need to go through although it's only for 2 weeks. My heart just hurts so much but I guess you have never wanted me to be like this.. I'll try my very best to maintain that smile of mine but no promises baby cause everytime I walk at the same path, I still sees you there smilling charmingly at me. I love you Jason Tan :'(

Lovebirds at Bird Park

2011-09-07T23:04:00.007+08:00

Jurong Bird Park with the bird lover boy was extremely awesome!! ^.^
The first thing after entering the entrance, we went to see the penguins and guess what? We have a small incident. This silly boy was too excited calling the penguins that he dropped one of our tickets in the water. I was like OMG, nevermind just leave it BUT this innocent boy of mine went to one of the zoo keeper and say, "Excuse me sir, I dropped one of my tickets in the water and I'm afraid that the penguins might eat them." I was giggling to myself at the back. How cute and innocent can he be?! Even that zoo keeper said it's okay, just leave it. LOL! This is why I love you baby. So innocent, pure hearted and gong gong, hahaha! ;)

It was 9 in the morning and the sun was scorching hot but we did managed to catch all of the shows and visit the entire place! It was really fun! We totally enjoyed the Lory Loft cause that's the part where we get to feed the birds and they could just fly to you. Oh well, the birds tend to be much more closer to Jason than me since he's a bird lover and I'm the bird killer. Hehe!

This boy here is being playful and end up he get a
quick bite from this pelican. Thank god, he say it didnt feel hurt -.-!

Well, that's about it!
Looking forward to more adventure outings with this boy
during this two months holidays! ^.^

his soft whispers

2011-07-31T22:35:00.003+08:00

Sitting at the back seat of the car with Jason. Dad bring us to bedok corner and have dinner together. Had a great time seeing my parents enjoying their dinner with jason and bit by bit they seem more comfortable with him. And slowly, Jason look like he is one of us (:

After the dinner, we went back to the car. While mom and dad were chatting with each other, Jason and I look at each other's eyes and he said in a soft tone,

"You look beautiful, I love you"

His eyes were wet. He shed a tear.
I guess he was happy cause it really feels as if we are already like a family that's having a great time over a dinner and I do feel it too. Baby, no one knows how special this day is to us except you and me. Even worse, nobody knows how special you are to me. You mean way more than a lot to this silly girl over here, hahs. I love you, Jason :')

The First

2011-07-07T23:32:00.003+08:00

Before holiday ends and before school commence, baby finally meet my parents like he promised to. It was totally nerve-racking. Well, firstly, I'm the first child that's doing this and secondly, Jason is the first guy I'm introducing to my parents especially MY DAD! >.<

We had dinner together and it's a relieved that everything went well. Both of my parents seems to like him and find him nice and decent which is like OMG, Thank Goodness!!! Phew. I guess now I don't have to hide about anything anymore right?(: Since lately, daddy has been approving of me meeting with Jason ^.^

Feeling is Great and it makes me wanna fast forward to the future and let there just be us! >.<

Truly my better half

2011-06-24T21:08:00.006+08:00

JASON TAN

he's my other better half and I have no regrets in meeting him
cause he sure is one of a special kind
iloveyoubaby

More of Cooking Session w. JT pleasee

2011-06-24T20:53:00.003+08:00

Holidays are ending soon and school will commence next week. Ugh, I seriously don't wanna go to school please.. Cause without fail, there's assignments need to be done on every week. Super tired and sick of it. I wish that I'm in a 3rd year instead of 1st year. Just want this life to pass quickly and get over and done with it.. Well, anyway Ramadhan is coming soon and I'm extremely excited to teach and guide baby in how to be patience and fasting~ ^.^ I think he will eventually pass this test luhh since he's soooo strong! Hahs! Oh well! We shall see then~ ;)

Oh! Holidays are ending soon right? Meaning no cooking session with baby :( Mwoya, I love cooking with him and it sucks to know that I can only do it with him during holidays. Sigh..

Yummy food cooked by Jason and Me! ^.^

I like his Smile today

2011-05-30T23:28:00.004+08:00

Baby has been having hard times in his life. He's been stessing out lately and due to that it sortta affects our relationship. So, he asked for a meetup on Saturday to make up things with me but what he didn't know is that I was planning on surprising him to cycle at ECP and catch the sunset together. Guess what?! The surprise work! ^.^

Looking at him, cycling so happily really makes my heart at ease. His smile was different from any other days. I can see right through him that he is really happy. I even fall naturally on purpose just so he can laugh about it and just forget everything that he's been thinking hard. And there goes that smile of his again(: Guess, it's been awhile since he had so much fun.

We didn't managed to catch the sunset cause we were facing different direction. Boo. So yea, it's either the sun is being a bitch for appearing at different direction or it's because we are extremely gonnnngg -.-"

Anyways, it was an Awesome day for us. I hope this memory will hold on to us during this five days of pressure. Till then, we'll meet up again! ^.^ Can't wait for Saturday! Time please pass fast!! I Miss Jian Sheng!!! :(

Didn't realised that it affects me so much

2011-05-26T23:56:00.004+08:00

I cried so hard to sleep. Then, I was woken up by my mom's phone call. Realised that I had a wonderful and sweet dream about him. I still remember clearly that he was checking himself out in the mirror like he always do. I don't know if I should be happy about the dream or sad cause I miss him too much that I even dreamt about him. But little did I know, my eyes were swollen and they're wet again ...

He texted me today, again. I was really happy to know that atleast he isn't heartless. He still cares and felt apologetic. I was silently smiling to myself when I got to know that he wanna talk about it on Sat. So yea, we'll be meeting on sat.

Yet, I'm still deeply hurt about it. Oh well, it'll get better soon ..
i miss jason tan jian sheng :'( does he even knows that he plays a very big part in my life..
i doubt so ..

you don't see it

2011-05-26T17:13:00.000+08:00

He's there down and moody
whereas ..
I'm here constantly crying..

dear diary,

2011-05-26T17:04:00.005+08:00

Today wasn't like today. I envy everyone who put up a sincere smile on their face. I envy those who are having good times. Because I'm not. I tried holding back my tears in school. I tried not to get affected by it but I just can't. Oh hey! He texted me today but it just makes me feel worse. I was crying on the way back to home. I don't know why but I'm constantly crying. I know I should understand him and stop behaving like this but ... it just feels so unfair.. I guess I'm the one who miss him most.. it just feels as if we'd .. argh, fuck it.

2011-05-25T21:53:00.001+08:00

Guess I should disappear myself at twitter for awhile..
:'(

vulnerable

2011-05-25T21:52:00.003+08:00

Please stop the waterfall.
Ifah, what happen to you...

It's not okay

2011-05-25T21:52:00.001+08:00

I don't know why do I keep on saying "It's Okay" when it's actually not cause deep in my heart, it's killing me. Mwoya... it'll be more than 2 weeks I won't be meeting him. It fucking hurts alot please. Especially when the last time I see him wasn't a good one :'(

dear diary,

2011-05-25T21:30:00.003+08:00

I don't know if I should understand him or should I be selfish about it. I don't know why suddenly he changed into becoming extremely upset and stress out today. I was hoping for this day to be the day that I express to him how deeply hurt I am from missing him too much. Apart from that, we haven't been having good times together lately and so, I look forward so much towards this day. I thank god that the first thing I see him, he was as bright as his charming smile but hours later, I just don't know what's got into him. It hurts me so much to know that he hates his life. I believe everyone does. No one is enjoying their life especially in poly. I just want him to know that he isn't the only one with this kind of stress. He should learn how to appreciated them instead. Anyways, I shouldn't have suggested on meeting today else, it wont turn out to be this way. Stupid me.

You just don't know how much I'm missing you right now

2011-05-06T00:21:00.003+08:00

Baby, I ♥ You Fucking Much please.

Congratulations Jian Sheng

2011-05-04T15:08:00.002+08:00

I'M EXTREMELY PROUD OF THIS GEEK BOY HERE.
He received three certs for being top in three subjects, one cert for being top in his course and a director list. Baby, I'm really proud of you. You seriously deserve them. All your hardworks really paid off. Musn't give up neh!! Continue this way bah! And you'll achieve greater things in future(:

Thank you for doing this with me

2011-05-04T14:43:00.004+08:00

After we had a small arguement. After I made him searched for me every part of tampines interchange / station. After we had dinner at Texas chicken together. After we watched Scream 4. After we miss each other so much.

We did something super random.
Unexpectedly, he dont mind joining in the random childish fun too. Hahs(:

Ultraman~! Haha! Random Much. Whenever he does that at work with Saifuddin, it makes me wanna pinch those cheeks and never let go :D

Hey

2011-05-04T14:19:00.003+08:00

Holidays are out. School's IN.

Life is getting more and more meaningless ever since I entered poly. I swear I feel so lonely there. It feels like I'm going to school just for the sake of going. I don't feel the fun at all which makes me miss my ITE life. Whatever it is, I keep telling myself who cares about friends when you're in poly, just keep moving forward and strive for the best GPA which I really hope I could achieve it. Thank god, I still have my Awesome ITE friends, fun-loving-crazy Uniqlo friends and my incredible Boyfriend. They never fails to add colors to my life. Especially Jason, he keep adding them constantly(:

So yea as you know school = sucks and as for working life, it is super tiring due to the new campaign~ which really does makes me feels that I should quit soon but nahh~ I need kaching-kaching puhlease. Oh! Graduation day is coming next week pleeaseee~! So excited about it! Plus! My 3rd monthsary with baby is next week too!! ^.^ I hope it's gonna be a BLAST!!! CAN'T WAIT! CAN'T WAIT!!! ^.^

Catch them

2011-04-09T01:31:00.003+08:00

Love it everytime when we're working, I give him flying kisses and he tends to jump and catch it ♥

He looked extremely cute luh please ~ Heh.

Too good to be true

2011-04-03T22:20:00.004+08:00

Whenever I sees him lying on my lap, holding my hands and kissed them countless times,
I kept asking myself, Is he really that Jason Tan whom I secretly fall deeply for~
Sometimes life may seem to be too good, other times it may seem to be bad.
Having him in my life just adds the word 'Perfect' in it. Baby, I hearts you neh (:

UNIQLO where it brought us together

2011-04-03T21:54:00.004+08:00

Working Period (:

We did Jean's Standard together ♥
Evia took this. I love how natural we look ~ Hehh.

Crushed

2011-04-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

Yes, where were you baby when I'm at my worst condition.
I don't see your concern at all. Where were you when I needed you most ?
Sigh.

The First when I fall for You

2011-03-25T00:17:00.003+08:00

I am happy because I met you
I dream because I met you
I laugh whenever I see you
Perhaps this is love

From the first time I saw you, Stop my heart
Wondering if this is a dream, Fall in love
My beating heart
This is love.

I wonder how to confess
if you've found out about my feeling
if you think the same as me
Everyday I`m thinking of you

I'll get closer you, Step by step
I'll confess to you
If we are together, Oh I`m okay
This is love

When I see you in my dream every night,
When my heart beats fast looking at you,
You and I belong together

You and Me Happy 29 Days

2011-03-14T23:47:00.001+08:00

Woke up early and rushed myself to print the photos. Then, I hid myself in the toilet cubicle and decorate my last minute one month anni frame for the boy. I was already late so I didn't manage to think and write long poems for him. So I wrote what I truly feel towards him. It was short luh and crappy I think? :/

Meet the boy at Somerset. Saw him walking towards me without realising I was standing in front of him -.-" Went to book movie tickets at Cineleisure. Afterwhich, we proceed to having lunch together at ION's Swensens. While waiting for the food to be serve, we opened up each other's surprises. Obviously, he was excited about mine since I keep whining that the 2nd surprise which was the frame is super CRAP luh. And when he see the frame, he was deeply touched that he cried. That's something I wasn't even prepared for. Didn't think that it was really touching and yes, it was a relief to know that he sincerely appreciate it. Phew! He kissed my forehead, hold my hand tight and say Thank You. Hahs, silly boy♥

He opened up the other surprise which was the Supra shoe. At first, he didn't like it cause it's expensive but after awhile he start to love it since it reminds him of Taeyang -.-" He then hand over his first surprise to me which I already know. Heh heh! ;P Biyan if I already found out some of your surprises but seriously baby, you're bad at hiding them luh :D After we had our awesome lunch and dessert, went for "window shopping" at Cineleisure to kill the waiting time for the movie.

Enter Rockstar. Saw this pretty shoe on the display and baby was telling me to give them a try. So, I did and told him not to purchase them cause my intention was just to try them on. After trying the shoe, I told him that it looks good and nice on me. Then without hesitation, he told the sales girl he wants them. I was like WHUUUUUUTTTT with my eyes open wide. Yea, I whack him when he is about to pay for the shoe. Grr. Then the sales girl say, "That will be $248". You have no idea how SHOCKED we were that the both of us takes a deep breathe at the same time the moment she say the price. Yea, she laughed and ask, "When you were trying them on, you didn't know the price?" and we were like, "Errr.. hehhh. No" And stubborn jason says that it's okay since it's for me and he hand over her his nets card. I who thinks that it's too fucking expensive and totally disagrees it managed to snatch his nets card away from that sales girl before she could even slide it. It was a total drama luh. OMG please -.-" Jason tried to stop me and ask me to return his nets card. I told him that I'll only return it back to him once we stepped out from the shop. And he was like fineee~ As we were walking out of the shop, I don't know how but yea, he managed to snatch his nets card back and quickly made the payment. STUBBORN PLEASE, URGH. And the sales girl says, "You have a nice boyfriend". Yea, and a stubborn one too. Tsk.

After debating, we went to catch the movie, "Ghost". In the middle of the movie, I was eating popcorns. As I was taking for more popcorns, I found a folded paper in it. Opened them up. Though it's too dark to read, I always knew that it'll be something sweet and meaningful words written in it. I looked at him and asked, "Did you throw it inside the popcorn?". Like a gong gong he said No when it is so obvious. So yea, he told me that there are total of eight folded papers in the popcorn and ask me to find them if I could. As if I couldn't! Hmmmph. Don't forget that I'm a monster hor, hahs. Of all folded papers, I only manage to read the one that says, "U!! GIVE ME A POPO NOW!! ;P" LOL. Guess Imma real Pervert liew -.-" So yea, I give him a popo. Not because it says so but because he is very sweet and romantic(:

After the movie, he bring me to Scape. He was holding my hand leading me the way and I was reading happily his each and every folded papers that I found in the popcorn. While reading them, I found out that one is missing and I was kinda sad and mad at myself for losing it. So he told me what was written in the missing folded paper. That was like the most sweetest one luh please! How clumsy can I get and lose something like that so easily. Tsk. To put up a smile on my face again, he promised me to make another one. Biyan neh chakia :(

As we were about to reach to the place where he is bringing me to, he asked me to close my eyes and no peeking. Standing at the balcony, he ask me to open my eyes. As I open my eyes slowly, I saw Evia, Nicol, Delicia and Wei Ling waving at us with a big heart of candles. I was totally speechless. Very speechless. I know very well that I suck at my own reactions. So I gave him a hug. Went there and have silly conversations with them. Hahs, Jason must have pestered them to the extreme to help him with all these. It's really sweet and romantic of him to do these mushy things. I love you baby♥

They then left us alone, not wanting to disturb. Thanks hor! I'll make sure Jason treat you guys something nice. Haha! We blow off the candles. As he was scraping the stains on the floor, he told me to help him take off his blazer and then he told me to check the pocket. And I did. Found a beautiful necklace which has my name and our date written on it(: I smiled to myself. Gave him a hug and kiss from the back. Baby, you are seriously the one I've been looking for. Stay with me in this unfair world please~

I counted them and there are total of 80 straw hearts.
Yup, the maroon one is a note. I'll take good care of you baby.
I love you JT♥

Happy onemonthanniversary Jason Tan Jian Sheng
I'll always continue loving you♥

L.O.V.E ♥

2011-03-12T16:30:00.009+08:00

You can back out while you still have the time
else we'll face tougher situations ahead
But baby, I don't wanna back out cause...
you're the one that I've been longing for

Whatever break ups we face, the reason will
never be about us having third parties
instead it'll be cause we're from different worlds.

Jason Tan Jian Sheng, this silly girl have fallen in love with you deeply.. .

2011-03-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally OVER! ^.^
Celebrating with schoolmates over picnic and flying kite~

But before that I need to visit my old workplace which is Build A Bear Workshop at Nex. Oh, Jason is tagging along ^.^ So yea, went to Nex and meet Jason there. Had my last minute resignation letter prepared -.-" Did it at Starbucks with my hot chocolate♥ and Jason who keep looking at me and continuously asking, "Why you look so pretty today?" "You really look pretty today". S-I-O-W ah! He's on drug, I guess. Hahs. Done with the "love" letter and off to the store and pass it to them along with my uniform.

Afterwhich, we went to Fair Price. Did some grocery for Tuesday's-Cooking-Time-Together. We're cooking Spaghetti neh! Hee. Doing grocery with him was extremely fun. I can really see that he was totally engrossed. Plus, seeing him smilling when he finally found the items with Halal print made me feel appreciated. Thanks for going through this with me baby♥

We then proceed to Marina Barrage to meet my friends for Kite Flying. Saw Sarah, Idris and Hafiz sitting at one corner waiting for Jannah. Join them. After everyone have gathered, awi came and fetch us. Seriously, that boy's driving is a COMPLETE FAILURE! Whoever the instructor was, he/she must be blinded by his charm. Aeygoo~ Anyway, we finally reached Marina Barrage. Set the mats and foods. I brought my sandwiches along wishing that it would taste good and after afew bites from friends and hearing their compliments was a total relief! Phewww~ Jason was alil uncomfortable, so yea I stick by his side just so he wont feel outcast. We even did fly the kite ^.^ It was seriously super fun! Especially when you did it with your lover. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeh :D

Short yet awesome days with you

2011-03-11T14:34:00.000+08:00

Dinner at Popeye with JT on the 6th - Sorry for making you worry. I'm glad that I succeed in rubbing away all those worries you had in mind. Love you baby(:

Ikea with JT on the 7th - We had a hell of fun shopping there. Feels like we're looking for furnitures for our home. Haha! Not forgetting he trick me with the trolley! Gosh, what am I, STUPID?!! -.-" Hahs, anyway jason made a promise to me to never hurt himself if something really disappoints him(:

Grocery shopping for friday's picnic with JT on the 10th - Went to Giant for grocery with baby~! Had mcdonalds for dinner ♥

Even after all this, I still misses you...
I must be crazy.

Day Two

2011-03-05T22:53:00.004+08:00

imissmyboyfriend, Jason Tan Jian Sheng ♥
I need you. Right here, right now and never leave me.
Just like you said, you're my oxygen too

Baby, let's meet (:

2011-03-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

It's only been four days and we can't stand it! It's just torturing! Meet up and had Awesome dinner at Breeks. I could really tell that he's tired from all the late nights he had to stay up for revising and yet he came to meet me. Biyan neh baby. And so, I lend him my lap and he slept so handsomely ♥

Silly boy hug and carry me at the same time
..and still, it wasn't enough :(
I want more of JT♥

Silly Boy ♥

2011-03-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

Chakia, this is really sweet of you but..
What were you thinking? -.-"
No worries la baby, WO AI NI to the coreee~
nak smack pantat dier pls! grr!
♥

Right here, right now I need this boy

2011-02-28T18:18:00.004+08:00

Right here, Right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
'Cause you mean everything
Jason Tan Jian Sheng ♥

Dempsey Hill Ben & Jerry W. JT

2011-02-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Knocked off at 1:15pm -.-" Quickly rushed to the toilet and prepared myself. Will be meeting the boy at 1:30pm and I know very well that he is always 5min earlier. After I'm done with changing of top, off to meet the boy at the entrance of ION Orchard MRT station ^.^

Baby bought muffin for me. I think he knows very well that I'm hungry :/ Hahs. anyway thanks baby!♥ Off to Dempsey Hill. Well, we had some trouble going there like the shutter bus just went away without even stop for like 1 minute, urgh! And geez! The weather is soooo freaking HOT luh please. Seriously, OMG!! PANAS!!!! But the good thing is, Jason was feeling extremely hot that he took off his shirt and yes baby in TANK TOP equals to HOT + SEXY pleaseee!!! Hahah! I was like, Okay ifah no time for drooling. Weather is too hot and you need to stop looking at him and walk faster bitch. Hahah! After walking so many rounds, we finally found Ben & Jerry. We were hoping that there's air-con but sadly there isn't :(

Had burritos and double belgian waffle. Yuummmylicious! Afterwhich, we proceed to study mode at National Library. Hee. Baby disagrees to this. Even worse, I told him 3hours of studying. Biyan nehh.. Although you're a genius, you still need to study to earn that Aplus :/ After that painful 3 hours of studying, it's time for DINNER! Nom Nom Nom ^.^ Ate at Tong Seng. We then window shopped at Bugis Junction Mall, Illuma and Bugis Street. Jason bought for me a shoe unexpectedly. Aeygoo baby~~ Thanks anyway(:

Afterwhich, we chilled at J.CO donuts just like the usual and that's when he come up with a idea of writing to each other's five promises and things you wish for your partner. It was very random but fun! Haha!! And the joke of the day was "FROM MY BODY". LOL! I know you guys don't get it but sorry~ I promised Jason not to tell anyone about this. Hahs. It's just so hilarious luhh.. What was he thinking writing that down man. Aeygoo baby~ LOL!

My Awesomeee~ Boyfriend! ^.^

Haha! That's my bag he is carrying! ^.^

Yup, the weather was Bad. I still remember when it was drizzling, he put his shirt on me
and said, "If it does rain heavily, use this to cover yourself. I don't wanna see you fall sick"
Baby~ (:

This is the first time that we spend long hours together and I'm extremely loving it!
It was fun and I enjoyed every single little things we did(:
I WANT MORE OF THIS DAY PLEASE BABY! ^.^

SEXCITED!

2011-02-25T23:48:00.004+08:00

DEMPSEY HILL DATE WITH THIS CANDY BOYFRIEND OF MINE TOMORROW!
TO BEN AND JERRY NEH!! BABY, I CAN'T WAIT! NOT, THE ICE CREAM
BUT CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!! >.<

His Random

2011-02-24T00:33:00.006+08:00

Jason Tan ♥ hP: Ifah I really wanna write on all the bricks I MISS YOU and hope that one of them falls on your head!!:(( SO THAT U WILL KNOW HOW IT HURTS FOR MISSING U SO MUCH!!

I was in class when I received this message at 11:15am from him and I suddenly burst out laughing like hell. How cute can you be baby?! >.<

I just need Him

2011-02-18T00:37:00.006+08:00

I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOUI LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOUI LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOUI LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU
Honestly, I don't know how else should I express my love for you. I couldn't even last a minute without you by my side cause I'm always longing for you.Yes, I am INDEED Obsessed with Jason Tan.♥

After several dates with Jason, we finally managed to have a Movie date together.
Had my very first try at Pastamania with him. Last but not least, Maggie Moo Ice Cream ^.^
Baby! I want more dates with you!!! It's just not enough for me!! >.<

OFFICIALLY TOGETHER

2011-02-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

" On this day, 10.41pm at coffee bean with tea and Royce chocolates and all this mushy stuffs beside us.. We got official:)))) " - Jason Tan

I was already gloomy the minute I woke up for school. Yes, we debated about "__________" yesterday and the ambiance between us was still tense. We're suppose to have a memorable day out today and I don't feel like meeting him at all after whatever happen yesterday :/

During lunch time in school, girlfriends and I didn't ate and so we went off to my hometown area to get myself a haircut. After the wonderful service I received from the male hairstylist, suddenly I feel much better. So much better that I totally forget what was I even moody about. So yea, without hestitation, I texted Jason. We patch things up and yes, meeting him in three hours time ^.^

Jannah sweetheart helped with making me look pretty. Thanks dearest! Sayannnng kau! ;P Off to Somerset 313 and secretly bought for him the Cardigan. At 6:50pm, he texted saying that he've reached and waiting for me at the exit of Dhouby Ghaut station. Quickly rush to Dhouby Ghaut. Saw him standing, leaning against the pillar. As I was tapping out, he came to me and surprised me with a Rose. Like ZOMG! I was so speechless. Here I was, so nervous and worried about facing each other after the arguements we had, he surprised me with a beautiful Rose. Baby~ :( You're the first person/guy who give a rose/flowers. Moreover, it's a Real Rose. I'm truly touched.

I was smiling all the way. Holding his hand and the rose he gave me. I kept smelling it though there isn't any smell. Only god knows how extremely happy I was at that point of moment that I couldn't care less about where is he going to bring me. He bring me to Mad Jack at POMO for dinner. I think I was too happy about the rose that I didn't even notice or realized the table he reserved for the both of us. The table which he reserved has roses on it and I seriously thought that Mad Jack are selling Roses for all the couple out there. And when the manager lead us to the table, I was extremely shock to hear her say, "Here's your table Miss". I looked at Jason and he gave me a smile with that I-DONT-KNOW-ANYTHING look. I was totally in shock and surprised by his sweetness which makes me speechless and jump in joy silently. This adds on more wide smiles on my face which makes me look like a total paboh -.-" But who cares right! It's just wayy too sweet not to smile.

On the table, there are five heart-shaped cards and it is written in five different languages. Inside each card leaves a sweet and meaningful notes. Then there's also Royce chocolate. Like OMG! Jason Tan!!! Why are you wasting so much money on me baby?! :( After the wonderful dinner and desserts he asked me,
"Do you know why you have 6 roses with you now?"
Me: "Nope. Why?"
JT: "It's because I made you wait for me 6 weeks. Everything is already planned out baby."

Can I "Awww" over and over again? He is totally sweeter than eating a candy luh! ^.^ Afterwhich, we proceed to Plaza Singapura and get the bear~! ^.^ Then, proceed to Tampines and chilled at Century Square Coffee Bean. Had long conversions and took polaroid pictures together. Later then, he move closer to me and hold my hand. Okay, this part I totally forget what he said cause it just excites me -.-" So yea, I managed to pick up some words he said. And he said,
"Ifah, I wanna be with you. To cherish you and to stay with you. I want us to be official today. So.. will you be my girlfriend officially?"

Honestly, I didn't expect for him to POP up this question on this day. I thought that he was kidding and once I found out that he was being serious. I let go of his hand and cover my mouth as I was screaming in joy. And like obviously, I told him, "Yes, I'll be your girlfriend from now onwards" and he kissed my forehead.

So yea, on the 14th Febuary 2011 at 22:41 I got a boyfriend and his name is Jason Tan(:
I hope we'll last~ Baby!!! You're MINE now nehh!!!! ^.^

You see me at my Worst and I'm able to see your pure Heart baby

2011-02-06T01:37:00.010+08:00

I was fine when I start working but later then, I was caught sick in the middle. Like Obviously, I made him worry. So, I told him,

"It's okay baby. I'm fine. It's seriously nothing. I'm strong araso?"

Little did I know, my illness got worsen. I start to feel alil giddy and extremely weak. I was counting down to clocking out. And Yes, finally it did. Jason helped me with clocking out and when the moment he looked at me, he said, "Oh my god, you look so pale. Are you okay?". I know right no point of lying to him by saying that I'm alright when it's written all over my face that I'm at my Worst condition but still, I don't wanna worry him that much and so I said, "I'm fine! Really!". Like Obviously, he didn't buy it ;(

While we're heading out towards the MRT station, there was this silent and serious ambiance. There he was, holding my hand so tight trynna' hold back his tears. I swear I could see his watery eyes. It got me worry. So I asked, "Are you okay, Jason?". He answered me with a broken voice, "How can I be okay when you look so pale? You're terribly sick and I feel so helpless cause I can't do anything".

That's when something strike me.

Paboh, do you really love me that much?

Honestly, he is the first person (not guy but person) to cry seeing me falling sick. Honestly, how fortunate am I to have someone like you, Jason Tan. And now, I finally get the true meaning of it whenever you look at me and say, "I love you alot". Baby, I seriously love you too and a sick person don't lie(:

I ♥ YOU

2011-02-03T00:32:00.008+08:00

The smell of you just makes me wanna fall asleep in your arms .. forever ♥
Baby, I seriously Love You.
Can I blame you for making me missing you almost everday ? :(

Happy CNY Baby

2011-02-03T00:07:00.009+08:00

Since most of them aren't so excited abt CNY. Baby, can we meet tmrw night ? Sorry, I just can't get enough of Jason Tan. I want himmm so badly~ ;(

Yesterday meetup was fun & fattening! ^.^ + ;(
He feed me with lots of food. Like omg luh please -.-"

Awfully Chocolate Cupcakes + Ice-Cream Yogurt (L) + Wendys = "Baby, are you trynna make me grow fatter?"

Jason Tan:"Yes, I want you to be FAT. So that you wont run away and no other guys can snatch you away from me"

Paboh, why would I run off with other guys when I have found the perfect guy for me. Urgh! I MISS THIS SEXY BOY PLEASE!!!!!!

It's pouring everyday cause I miss you

2011-01-30T22:54:00.003+08:00

Baby dropped by on Friday. We had lunch together at Burger King during my break time. Gave him a kiss on his cheek before going back to work which totally surprise him. Hahs! Yup, after I was gone to work, he was smiling to himself. Paboh, haha! Yea, this boy actually waited for me to end work. Aeygoo~ After I've knocked off, meet him and spend our time together till 130 in the morning. Yea, how I wish I could extend the timing :/

Saturday was extremely tiring. We meet up earlier before going to work. Ate ice-cream on sucha cold weather -.-" Oh wells~ Jason was extremely upset about our different timing of breaks and also because of not being able to see each other most of the time during work cause I was post to do upstairs until 5pm. So yea.. I don't blame him cause I was kinda upset too :(

During night time, Jason start having headache and he told me that he wasnt able to send me home which was totally fine with me but.. also he said that he wont be coming to work the next day which totally pulls my mood down. It made me mad for nothing. Somehow, I just want to see him tomorrow cause it's SUNDAY and we spend more time together on Sunday but of course, we can't cause he's sick :( So yea.. I was moody. Very moody and it sucks. Trust me, it really suck. It sucks to see myself getting angry cause I miss him like fuck! Urgh.

So yea, everything was cleared on Sunday morning. He made me smile. Biyan neh Chakia :( Anyway, I'm so looking forward to Tuesday please! Baby, I wanna hug you tightly! >.< You just don't know how much I miss you, Jason Tan! (:

Jian Sheng Tan ♥

2011-01-25T23:29:00.013+08:00

JT: "to this world, u might only be a unsignificant person but to this unsignificant person over here talking to you, you are the world to him :)"

JT: "sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it,
but whenever I see your face I know it is"

Jason Tan, You never fails to make me fall for you over and over again ♥
- - - - -

After today, I've realized how much I really mean to you.. You've shown me your true feelings.
Chakia, now that I know you love me more than I do. I really hope that this feeling last forever.
Spending time with you was never boring. Why oh why are you this extremely sweet?

When will I get to see you again?
I miss your warm hugs, your gentle touch and of course your kiss.
Most importantly. IMISSYOU very much.
Otoke? You made me fall for you deeply too ..

Jason Tan, I Miss You

2011-01-24T22:23:00.002+08:00

I MISS THIS TOTO-K PLEASE!
Meeting him tomorrow ♥

My Candy Boy

2011-01-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

Jason Tan: "You know.. There's not even a word found in the Dictionary to describe how precious you are to me. You're the first girl who make me fall in love so deep just by being yourself"

How sweet can you be?
I love it when you said that cause it wasn't said through phone messages,
it was said directly face to face. Jason Tan, I admire your guts.
I love you please and I must be Stupid if I ever reject you
which I will never ever do that cause you're one of a kind.
dongsaengchakiatoto-kpabohbaby, iloveyou la ♥

JT Hearts

2011-01-21T00:57:00.007+08:00

YES! Thursday has finally come~! CHAKIA! CHAKIA! CHAKIA~ ^.^
Everything was totally last minute. Collection of cupcakes is today itself plus the gift box was also a last minute thing =.=" Yea.. Kill me please cause I made him wait for more than an hour :(
Biyann neh chakia ..

We shop at 313 Somerset and get clothes for his New Year. Well, it's really pathetic of us cause we bought it at UNIQLO. Of all places -.-" Hahs! Otoke?! They're having hot sales on Jeans plus we have the staff discount luhh! ;P OH, MAIN thing is we bought Couple Tee. LOL! He was extremely excited about it. I mean, for a "GUY" to get so excited over couple tees is really hilarious luh! Haha! Aeygoo~

HAHA! GOGI COUPLE TEE NEHH! ;P

Ignore my ugly face here. JUST LOOK AT HIM!
Don't you think the shirt is alil too tight for him!! >.<

LOVE THIS SNAPSHOT!
Perfect Expression after seeing the cupcakes

Today was extremely different. Different from any other days cause

weshopped together kepttryingongoofy glassesindifferentshops
wehold hands wehug and hegavemeasudden kissontheforehead♥
Aww.. Chakia~ (:

I'm glad to know that I'm the First Girl that he ever kiss.
Jason Tan, I believe that your love for me is pure and true.
You just don't know.. how thankful I am to finally found someone who is extremely good
and that 'someone' is no other than you. Chakia, just stay with me(:

My Happy Drug

2011-01-18T23:33:00.008+08:00

Whenever I'm with you,

you never fails to give me that widest smile on my face.

JT, deep down I truly like you ♥

Talking to the Moon

2011-01-02T12:24:00.004+08:00

The past few days have been Awesome to me especially on the Eve of new year. We spent long hours together and it was really worth it. I don't know how should I say it but I was feeling really really Happy about it. Now that his school is starting tomorrow, we only get to see each other on weekends :( Nevertheless, he's asking me out for dinner next Sunday♥

Mom, I think I've fallen in love and I really love this feeling(:

Down with confusion

2010-12-27T12:18:00.002+08:00

I feel Shitty.

I'm a very Jealousy type of person.

I hate that picture of him with her.

I hate it when he said "still considering"

I hate it when he don't see I'm still sick

I hate it when I don't see his concern

I hate it most when his best brother give me that look after he found out the truth

Urgh, I just hate it.. this shitty feeling :(

I Like You

2010-12-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

He is the first guy who have confess that he really likes me.

and deeply, in my heart.. I really really like him too.

I truly hope that everything goes well..

He's not good looking. He's just adorable in my eyes. And I like him for his personality. This is the first time I find something different about myself and I like it. So please fate, let me be with him..

Help me out here please ...

2010-11-28T22:52:00.004+08:00

What do you call it when you sees that person,

your heartbeat race faster?

Is it Crush, Like or Love?

His presence just makes me happy but I don't know whether he feels the same way..

Somehow, I feel that he's just being friendly and sees me as a friend that's fun to be disturbed.

Argh.. geez. How Heartbreaking :(

"You" I'M MISSING YOU...

2010-11-23T19:05:00.004+08:00

He doesn't know that I'm always looking at him, does he?

I tried avoiding that feeling but I just can't cause he always makes my day better. Is he just being friendly? :(

Oto ka ji?

Jannah's 19th Surprise

2010-10-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!
REMEMBER, UNNIE LOVESS YA! ^.^

I'm glad she is surprised and fall into our prank ^.^
Didn't think it would worked but it did! Hahah!

unbelievably tired

2010-10-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

Goodbye Big Bang. Goodbye FT Island.
Hey You! you brighten up my day boy(:

GHOST IN BRIGHT DAYLIGHT!

2010-10-20T20:59:00.004+08:00

I SWEAR AFIQAH FREAKED OUT WHEN SHE SAW THE FEMALE GHOST COMING TOWARDS HER XD! She ran and tries to hide herself by using us to block the female ghost who turns out to be her Friend! LOL! Selenger or What?! Hahah!! Belo~!

H. Girlfriends Saturday

2010-10-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

Burn. Dehydrated. That's how I totally felt. Moreover, I wore clothes that covers everything -.-! Should have just wore short sleeve Tee, Babu! Anyway, we walk leisurely and with no apparent aim throughout the day but it was still Awesome! Cause we took lots of pictures. I iz totally in love with Kah Hui's new canon dslr! ^.^

Got to meet the most not-scary ghost at flyer but somehow, I was scared -.- Er, maybe it was my first time? Hahs. Well, atleast I bring myself close to the pirate ghost to take a picture with her. Yeahs for me?! ;P

ten ten ten

2010-10-10T23:17:00.004+08:00

Sunday Botanical Garden with the Bels and Lina's little sister was nice.
We had pizza, chips and Safuan's homemade spaghetti ♥

I Need A Boy

2010-10-06T00:53:00.006+08:00

I’m tired of being alone, I’m sick of being single.

I think I need me a boy!

I need a boy like...

keke! ;P

G-Day Cycling @ ECP

2010-10-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

We Miss Us. And so we decided to meet up for cycling and a mini picnic. It was extremely fun especially when Jannah and I had a fall due to answering Iqa's phonecall -.-! They said it was hilarious watching us falling by jumping off the bike, haha! How I wish I could see it for myself. Lol.

Anyway, Jannah's yummylicious Rocky Road chocolate was destroyeddddd ;O Boohoo, what a waste but but atleast we managed to taste it earlier and it was dammnn good. Nom Nom Nom Yum Yum Yummy! :D Well, hopefully she makes more of it and bring it to school. Hehe. Ahh.. speaking of school, SCHOOL STARTS ON MONDAY! ^.^ Extremely excited! Aren't you?! ;P

AWESOME CRAZY RAYA '10 W. GOOFY KIDDOS♥

2010-09-23T02:29:00.005+08:00

Managed to cover up 13 houses, I guess. We rent a mini bus which was useful and also quite sucky. Problem with it is, the bloody bus driver takes advantage of us who kept extending an hour. So therefore, to earn as much money as possible for himself, he drove slowly and always took the long turn. Obviously, this pisses everyone. No point shouting at him cause he only speaks and understands Mandarin. Like seriously, this ain't China. LEARN ENGLISH PLS BEFORE YOU COME TO SINGAPORE, TSK. Thankgod, Alvin tag along. Atleast he did some translation there.
Moving onn~ After a tedious journey, some of us start to fall asleep. Afiqah was one of the people who had the most deepest sleep. With everyone notices it, we decided to disturb her by knocking hard on the window glass several times. Then 'popped' up and scream "WHAZZUP!!!". Haaha!! You have no idea how Shocked and fcuking Blur she was! XD Yes, her expression was totally Priceless! Hahaha!! Favourite person to bully(: We got home at 130plus in the morning? Yea, it was really late. My house was the last one to visit :D Felt bad for those who had to take taxi to go home. Boo. Well, anyway the whole outing was incredibly FUN & KECOH! XD Definitely enjoying this one! The Best Raya everrRR ^.^

There are about 200 over pretty pictures. Only the Lucky ones are able to see it in my Facebook photo album(:

Iftar W. the Kiddos @Geylang

2010-08-22T22:01:00.004+08:00

This was taken on the 13th. It's been quite a long time since I went to Geylang with friends. I did it with the Goofy Kiddos and we're planning for a second round, I think? :/

Hello Earthlings!

2010-08-12T22:01:00.006+08:00

38 days have pass and tomorrow will be the last day of school. SUCKA.

School have been great as always. There have been many performances in school thanks to National Day and also, YOG which was held in our school ^.^ Damn, it was amazing!

Nothing is better than spending most of your craziest times with your awesome friends in school. Ahh~ This is my school life and I love it. So holidays please BE GONE! XD

I think I mention the word "School" here a couple of times? BAHH!!

Saturday with LMH

2010-08-05T22:32:00.002+08:00

LEE MIN HO FOR SATURDAY, 31st JULY

It was okayy, I guess. Should have known that it was kinda boring? Hahs. Well, I love Min Ho! He's really nice and gorgeous in person but sometimes I really think that he should be more open, throw away that shyness of him and be more enthusiastic. With that, I think the event might turn out to be fun but too bad, it didn't. Thankgod, I got that ticket for FREE or else it will be an heart-ache for me. Oh, something bad happened on that day as well. I forgot that cameras aren't allowed to be brought in -.-" Moreover, it was Hafiz's DSLR that I was carrying. I almost cried when the security told me to place Hafiz's DSLR at the baggage corner which NO ONE will look after it. You have no idea how scared I was by just thinking of placing the camera there. Tsk. But after several pleading and overdid puppy-face, the event organizer (i think?) eventually let me in with the camera. Phew~

This event makes me miss Jang Keun Suk and his full of crapyness(:
When is he coming back? Seriously.
I Miss Him.

Ps: DAMN! I did not chase after Lee Min Ho at departure due to tired and sick. Grr!

Party R Us in USQ

2010-07-24T22:14:00.007+08:00

PARTY R US EVENT~!

Oh well, it didn't turn out the way we planned it to be but atleast we did our best and I heard that it was better than "_____________"
hahaha!! XD

2AM Showcase

2010-07-15T00:24:00.004+08:00

So yeah, to think that I would enjoy my 1oth July. Bleargh. I only did managed to capture afew sights of them and of course I couldn't see them fully, tsk. Thanks to those !@#$%@^ girls who brought along their stools from home and use them to get their full and clear view of the 2AM boys. How inconsiderate. Even I, who wore high heels on that day was blocked by them. You bet, I didn't enjoy the event AT ALL. It seems like a wasted. THANKGOD, it only costs $35.95 or else I'll be regretting this for the rest of my life. Boo. And since I didn't enjoyed it, I wasn't looking forward in chasing them like going for their departure. Oh dear, this is bad. I mean it's 2AM you know, they're in one of my favourite lists and I'm feeling unhappy about it :( I hope this won't happen again in future. Especially when Lee Min Ho is coming soon. Pray that I'll get Lucky! (:

Blood Fangs Vampires♥ Werewolves? Cute.

2010-07-02T01:53:00.005+08:00

Caught The Twilight Saga : Eclipse with Jia Wen with her other two friends. Yeah, it was released today. Can't believe with myself -.-" Seriously? Impatient much? Hahah! Oh well, only god knows how NOT looking forward I was with this movie. It was Jia Wen's idea to catch it on the released date for the first time. So yeah, thought that I should prolly go break the record. Hahs ^.^ How's the movie like? Hmm~ For sure it was BETTER than the first and second. I totally hate Jacob. He's a Jerk who is full of himself and he should really lower his confidence down aye? Tsk, tsk. Be it Jacob or Taylor Lautner. Never really like that dude. Ew. No offence to Team Jacob/Taylor! Just an opinion of mine, heehs! On the other hand, Edward is Awesomeness~ Seriously, VAMPIRES are HOT. They make you go YUMYUMY

Oh, by the way ..

TEAM EDWARD HERE!

Totally love Vampires way more than Werewolves

I mean what's with the "AAOOOOUUUUWWWHH!!"

If you know the line, then you must know where it was from XD

U-Kiss @St. James Powerhouse : Showcase

2010-06-23T04:14:00.005+08:00

I got there at 1plus in the afternoon when the event actually starts at 7pm and guess what? Even though I got there 6hours earlier, my queue number is 335. You seriously don't know how shocked I was when that girl told me what my queue number was. What time did those people who are waayy at the front came? -.-" Well, anyway the weather was extremely hot and it was tiring waiting for the doors to be open. Damn tiring, I tell you. I was having my Long John Silver meal and while eating half way, I hear girls screaming. Then came the white van. It stop at the carpark entrance. Everyone was running towards to the van. So was I, hahah! The U-Kiss boys were inside the white van, they've just finished their rehearsals. I caught Kevin waving on tape ^.^ He is indeed the Awesome one. After the van drove away, I went back to my place and continue eating my one and only lunch. Peksee later then came and join me. It was three plus and we decided to take turns to walk around vivocity. I was wearing heels and it's already starting to kill me. Well, I had to wear heels or else I'm not able to see the performances due to so many tall people. So yeah. It was 6pm when the queue starts to move slowly. As in really slow. Gosh. I was feeling sleepy already :/

.. and finally I was already at the entrance of the front door. After I'm done with the security check, without hesitation I immediately dash inside and find a good view. I really pity Peksee. She is really short and I'm sure she won't be able to see a thing. Just hoping she did enjoyed it. The music starts and crazy fans start to sing along. Some even scream for excitement -.-" Hahs. And when U-Kiss appears, trust me these crazy fans screams is 100000000x louder than the boys. I could hardly hear what they were singing. And gosh! that bloody blue board is really asking for trouble. Why the fcuk must they put up the board and keep blocking people at the back's views. It's really annoying. Even after the DJ helped us by telling her to put it down, 20 minutes later that damn bitch put it up again. Very the TSK! TSK! TSKKKKKK! Okay! Go die la bitch! U-Kiss won't even bother reading them cause they are already busy enough to entertain us with their performances. Gosh. Everyone was extremely pissed off with that board. I don't know who it was but I do know that she definitely received so many curses. HAH!~

WELL ANYWAY, the whole event turned out well. Very well. The whole thing was just worth it. The boys were lovely and extremely awesome. To my shock, Alexander was really playful, haha! Which makes him more irresistible and cute. Gotta love that talented half korean-quarter portugese-quater chinese boy! YUM! Soo Hyun was the funny cute one. He kept joking with us which makes him more lovable. Baby DongHo seems really tired but he is still great out there. So does every U-Kiss members. They were all great and really really funny ^.^ Hopefully, they'll visit us again like what Alexander stated on his twitter(:

My one and only Lunch Meal :/

There are more than this

Introduction

They were giving us their kisses! Awww~ Aren't they awesome?! ^.^

Xander was drawing..

He was laughing about his drawing, haha! CUTE

*MELTS* So hot when he is being serious.
YUMMYLICIOUS! XD

Yea, I took more of Alexander pictures, haha! He is really hot!
Nose bleed please!!!!!!!!! XD

U-Kiss @IMM : Meet&Greet Session

2010-06-22T12:00:00.006+08:00

Please don't mind me playing U-Kiss song. I'm having U-Kiss Fever here(:

Sunday with Awesome U-kiss fans. Yes, I made friends with them, hahs. While waiting for the event to start, we went down to Popular to get a marker and a board. Yea, we are planning to do a signboard for Alexander and Kevin Woo who has the same birthday date as my friend. Honestly, this was my very First Signboard. Normally, I despised those fans with signboards cause they always tend block your views. Yea, but hey! I tried to be considerate. I didn't hold it up there super long. So yea, no matter what I hope those fans who are behind us won't get mad at it. Anyway, U-Kiss were incredibly Awesome. Everyone knows that they were extremely tired but still, they managed to put on a sincere smile all the way till the event ends. How great! ^.^ Kevin was the most active there! Followed by Soo Hyun. Dongho was extremely a cute baby! He keep dancing to the song while signing. Hahs! And zomg, Alexander was HOT. Hotter then the weather ;) Loving it. Oh! Oh! Ki Beom saw our signboard!! But the moment he saw Alexander's huge name there, his face was obviously saying, "Gurrrlll, Alexander? Agh" Haha! Sorry, Ki Beom, hee.

*MELTS* Alexander is indeed HAWT
That's the AWESOME Kevin Woo (:

The Awesome girls ^^
- More to come -Hee.

Sweet Kevin Woo

2010-06-21T02:07:00.003+08:00

Aww.. That's really nice Kevin. You were great out there! Really ^.^
DAMN, U-KISS IS AWESOME! Y

U-KISS ONLY ONE

2010-06-20T12:19:00.003+08:00

SHE SELL IT TO ME ~~$10~~ $15 CHEAPER SO I BOUGHT IT;P

OFF TO U-KISS BAYBEH! BYE!

Goodbye Suntec

2010-06-19T22:09:00.004+08:00

Mood: Extremely Shagged

So, I'll keep things short. Had a Build A Bear gathering. Only Suntec team uhh , hahaha! ^.^ Everyone attended except Ria Shafiqah adn Saiful, boo :( We went for bowling and as usual I was good in the beginning and then a sucka in the end. Surprisingly, I didn't know that losers get prizes too XD It wasn't any typical prize anyway. Then, half of us went to play pool. Pitied Mark cause he couldn't play bowling. So yeah, Jessie, Sabrina, Louis and I went to play pool with Mark. So atleast he had fun for the day(: After which, we head to Adel's crib for bbq. Like super ZOMG! her condo was incredibly awesome! And GEEZ!! there are two dogs! Cute but extremely scary! I had to stand 7 feet away from the dog. It's quite annoying actually. Especially when you have guests, you should atleast be considerate and keep your dogs in the room or something. Oh well, atleast she tried chasing her dogs away whenever it gets closer to me. Thanks(: Well, anyway we got home earlier than I expected. It was really tiring and I'm already starting to feel sleepy at 7pm. So yea, we decided to head home at 8:30 Alright then, I'm off to bed. Here's the pics~! ^.^

Too engrossed watching

LONGKANG! XD

She's Uncle and he's Auntie

... err.. he was dancing. I'm not sure why -.-"

GO ADEL!

Chan Mari Chan~

He's shy when I told him to pose for me.

MARK! ^.^

CHAN!!!! WHO ALWAYS GIVE ME SUDDEN FARTS! TSK.

CUTE JESSIE!! Gotta Love her man!

Sabrina and Jasmine aka Jia se mi XD

Me, BOSS! and Sab

The photographer, keke

PEACE!

and he's shy again -.-"

Yeah, better smile. NO FARTS FOR ME AGAIN! XD

ADEL! THE MOST AWESOME & NICEST STORE MANAGER!

Mark and Louis with MY BEAR, KIRO! ^.^

Mark! My best Buddy!

Oh gosh, I miss Suntec Team.
I hope we'll have more outings/gatherings in future.

ZOMG! I SAY GOODBYE FOREVER!!!

2010-06-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

It was my last day at Clickworkz. like finally man! I'm definitely gonna miss my awesome colleagues ^.^ I bought cupcakes for them. It's just a small token from me to show my appreciation to them who have been really good to me. Oh well, I'm still disappointed about something, tsk.

After 51 days of waiting, it's finally here

2010-06-17T23:55:00.004+08:00

( ..taken on Wednesday where I got off at 5

and went to this store with colleagues to model XD )

I'M LEFT WITH 1 DAY PEOPLE!

Imagine how fast time has pass, haha! This is Amazing! I've been counting down for this day ;P

Dang, I just hope that I get good grades. Oh please :(

my mini twentie t h

2010-06-15T20:50:00.006+08:00

Long Saturday mini birthday celebration with high school girlfriends was sweet. Although, they were unprepared like bought the mini cake last minute and forced me to look else where so that I can't see the birthday messages written by them, I'm still grateful enough that they would gladly made themselves free on that day to celebrate with me even though it was a belated birthday. Thanks girls, xoxo The day was long and tiring. I swear my legs were falling apart for walking too much :/ Had an awesome dinner treat at Manhattan Fish Market. It was my first and gotta say, LOVE IT MAN but sadly the restaurant has this rule which they strictly don't allow outside foods :/ So what happens if customers wanna have a birthday celebration there? o.O Well~ anyway.. the food tastes good. After which, Kah Hui went to meet up with her boyfriend and Jia Wen and I went back to Tampines Mall and catch the movie, Killers. Movie was AWESOMEE! I can't believe that I'm saying this but Ashton is sucha HUNK in that movie. Love it when his fringe covers his wide forehead which makes him looks yummy cuteness! Haha! Yes, for those who have not catch this movie, you betta do so cause it has comedy, romance and action. One whole package baby! Worth it tak bedek, hee.

Lalala~

Honestly these pictures seems FAKE.

I'm not as fair as it was shown. Nope, the flash light was off.

I think it might be the sunlight. Yea.. so, I'm not fair get it? I'm brown. Haha!

My Unexpected 20th Birthday

2010-06-13T12:15:00.005+08:00

Whaddup A!

So, I've turned 20 for 4 days but I look nothing like a 20 year old young adult and that's Very bad. Well, anyway my 20th birthday was awesomely unexpected. It falls on weekdays. So, I didn't expect any surprises since I'm working on that day. I was told by Amelia that we're going to the PC Show and have our lunch together at Suntec. Bummer, I've already bought packet food for myself. So, I asked Koko whom also already bought his own packet food, whether is he bringing his food along and he said Yes. So, I was like, okay! I wanna bring it too, just in case but then Amelia stops me from bringing it by saying that we'll eat at the basement food court. Well... I've always bring my own packet food so why not just go and have a lunch together with them right? So yeah, I didn't bring it along.

We went seperately. Jancis and Amelia followed my supervisor. They arrived earlier than us but wait, it's not even at Suntec City Mall. I was curious all the way in the car. I was wondering why are we entering to this very old looking building. We got off the car and went to Fair Price. Vanessa wants to get something -.-" I was extremely hungry at that point of moment. Then, I saw pau. Yes, Pau. Yummy yummy red bean pau that only costs 80cent. Without any hesitation, I quietly bought it and my shocking boss saw me paying it. His face was priceless, I tell you! XD

Big Boss: "Why did buy it?! You are very hungry is it?"

Me: "Hahs, yaahh.."

Big Boss: "Okay nevermind but make sure you don't eat it first cause we're going to have our lunch then we'll go to Suntec."

.. and I was like, oh so that's the plan. Makan first then to Suntec. That explains the old building -.-"

As we were walking to meet up with the other group, I, who was at the back walking 2 meters away from my boss, silently grab my first bite on the tempting pau and when my boss turned around, his face was in shocked again.

Big Boss: "Why did you eat?!"

Me: *smiles*

Big Boss: "We are almost reaching to the place you know"

Me: "Hahs. Nevermind, it's okay I can eat again"

Big Boss: "You must be very hungry."

Finally we've reached to the place. Surprisingly, I didn't expected them to have lunch in a restaurant. I was already beginning to worry about the cost :/ Boss was kidding with me about how strictly the restaurant don't allow outside foods. I stupidly believed him. So I hid my pau under my jacket -.- As I enter, I saw a candle light. Little did I know, my supervisor, Jancis and Amelia trynna' hid the cake. Then a loud voice from my Boss saying, "Okay zarifah, you are the host for today." Another loud voices from the rest screaming, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

Standing in front of the cake. Hearing them singing to Birthday song. Well, more like screaming. Hahaha! Vanessa was insanely hyper. She even sang the Malay version of birthday song but only the first three words. Hahah! They even took a video of it. It was Awesome and it touch my heart. My eyes were wet and they were about to fall. Then, I think Jancis noticed it and she was like, "You better don't cry ah! Don't cry ahh!" Haha, that silly diva(: So yea, I hold back my tears. Anyway, I don't wanna ruin the pictures and the happy moment ^.^

So yeah, the whole thing about going to Suntec was just a big fat lie. A good big fat lie(: Thanks Clickworkz for the Awesome birthday surprise. I'm really touched by it. Appreciated it lotsY

Amelia~!

Jancis ~!

My Awesome Boss and Wife

CLICKWORKZ! ^.^

Time pass fast yet so slow. Get what I mean?

2010-05-21T12:29:00.005+08:00

WEIRD. I don't feel sleepy :/
Anyway, HEY! I know there isn't any proper updates about my personal life lately. Bleargh. I don't feel the need to update anything about my life like I used to. As most of you know, it's always about school, work and then back to school again. I don't normally get out from my house cause I'm always working on weekends. Even if I'm free on weekends, I'll always keep them for my rest. Tsk, yeah.. So that's how it goes.

Currently on attachment aye. Today marks the third day that Amelia hasn't been by my side and guide me along. She went back to her country, Indonesia. (Happy Holiday girl! Bring back more of those chocs. Me love them! ;D See you on Monday!) I sense lack of creativity in me. Maybe they have different taste or maybe cause there's someone who always keep changing the look that I've made. Urgh. I know that every changes makes it look better but it's so frustrating. Grr. Whatever is it, I'm starting to hate it. Maybe designing for knowledge, I'm good at it but designing for someone that orders you to do so, I hate it. Thankgod, I picked Networking! Phew.

Anyho, I'm left with how many months, weeks?? Wait, let me count! Err.. 1 ...2.. 3... WELL! After today, I'm left with 3weeks!! ^.^ Time sure flies fast! Keke! Okay dokey, back to WORK -.-! Have a good day everyone!

Sukkie oppa message to Singapore Cri ^.^

2010-05-07T10:48:00.005+08:00

April 28, 2010 at 8:17 am | In Jang Keun Suk's Message | Leave a Comment

WhoAh..

Well got back to Korea!

During the flight I couldn't sleep, so I edited the clips and after coming back home, slept whole day long suk ㅋ

But the most important thing is… now is the time to sleep but I can”t sleep a wink cri.. 웩

* 웩 (wak) : the sound of vomiting.. ㅠㅠ but this time he expresses his feeling like this..
Anyway I came back safely!

Thanks to Singapore eels, I finished my performance without any accident and took a deep rest !

The performance producer was waving his hands after finishing the show ㅋ

In this schedule, I had my own time, did the shopping and saw the ocean

Felt a lot about Singapore Cri!

It was my first time visiting, but so much beautiful city it was.. most of all so clean.. weather was fantastic..

Definitely during my autograph session, I blamed the sky..ㅠㅠ

I and all of you eels came close to be swept out by the rain…(it spoiled Gunsama”s favorite shoes ㅋ)

anyway!

I saw here and there, there are a lot of eels to wanna know about what I thought at the beach..

To tell ya some…

At fist

While shopping I bought so much expensive thing out of accordance with me

I was calculating the exchange rate of Singapore dollar and payback taxes from the airport.. I bought it unawares to my mom..

How can I cook Chicken Rice.. (It”s extremely delicious. When U visit Singapore, be sure to eat it!)

And from time unknown.. Facing camera lens is more frequent rather than facing people”s eyes..

Agonizing.. what if I lose myself..

However thinking and thinking, the lens facing me

are the same as people”s eyes who wanna communicate with me after all?

I also have a horror of complicated things as like me ㅋ Enjoy first cri..

Ah and so much thank you eels for coming out to meet me at the airport

Actually there was no salad within an in-flight meal, so I had to go hungry

Thanks to your morning lunch-boxes, Stuffed food into my mouth!

Thank You Cri!

This Singapore tour made me so much happy cri…

But did some emperor shopping, I”m…. little bit…..afraid of…….. the day of receiving my credit card statement………..

Please pray for my safety..!

ps
two days later, suv will come……………….Tada!

Jang Keun Suk @Changi Airport Departure

2010-04-30T15:24:00.002+08:00

It took him awhile to get out from the car due to huge crowds. The moment he stepped out, I, immediately rushed to his side but was blocked by the guard. So I was pushed to his back. Ahhhh~ I managed to hold his arm and smell his scent. Normally I HATE guys perfumes but I don't know why, I was completely in love with his perfume. It just smells so damn good!

Oh, the one in blue long sleeve shirt, carrying a brown bag was his manager(CUTE!) and the other one in brown was his assistant manager, I think (CUTEE!!) :DD
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I SWEAR JANG KEUN SUK WAS COMPLETELY AWESOME !
FUCK! I CAN STILL HEAR HIM SAYING & SCREAMING
"AKU CINTA PADAMU SINGAPORE!"
YES, HE SAID THAT IN MALAY. HOW COULD YOU NOT LOVE THIS BOY!
HE'S WILLING TO LEARN EVERYTHING FOR HIS FANS.

OPPA, DO COME BACK AGAIN! I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!
YOUR FAN MEETING BEATS EVERY CELEBRITIES I'VE MET.
TWO THUMBS UP! ^.^

Toucholic

2010-04-25T16:37:00.002+08:00

... and this song was played in the beginning ♥

JANG KEUN SUK CRI

2010-04-25T02:24:00.006+08:00

Hey guys! I'm back with Jang Keun Suk's Fan Meeting updates! KEKE ^.^ It was a free seating ticket so yea, I have to be there as early as possible. So, mom and dad nags at me for being 2hours early. Little did they know that many fans have arrived earlier and was lining up -.-" So yea, I was waayy at the back. Grr. Made some friends after mom, dad and sis left. Thankgod, they were awesome people. They aren't like those stuck up fans whom always never gonna give you chances and will try their best to stop you from doing it, tsk. You bet, I've met these kinds of people in there.

Anyway, after the long wait, we finally manage to get into the Auditorium. Gotten our seats. Had our camera on standby and scream our lungs out the moment the host presents Jang Keun Suk. The opening of himself was so Adorable! He disguise himself as a rabbit mascot. There are another two more mascots (duck and a bear). The purpose of wearing it is to have fun guessing which is Keun Suk. I have to say that it was so obvious that the Rabbit was Keun Suk since he was the most Hyper among all. KEKE, cute!

YES, YES, YES, YES. Unlike any other korean celebrities, Jang Keun Suk speaks english though it wasn't an excellent one. Atleast, he tried his best speaking in English from the start of the show to the end of it. So proud of him ^.^ Most of the entire time, I took a video of him. I didn't take his photos much cause I somehow, finds that his Fan Meeting was totally Awesome that I decided to take videos all the way instead of photos. Yeah, and that's when my battery died on me when I finally got soo close with him, tsk. Should have just stick to taking more photos than videos :/ So yeah, I didnt have more close up pictures of him since my batt died but I did have afew of it. Still, I should knock myself on the wall for using video the entire time.

There are afew of Lucky Fans who gets to be on the stage and receives a tight hug from Keun Suk. Yes, totally Jealous about it. Kwaen cha na, atleast getting to see him upclose is more than enough(: At the end of the show, Jang Keun Suk keeps on giving extra surprise performances of himself for us. It was like it's never gonna end! Ahh~ he's completely Awesome. I hope that he will come back to Singapore again like what he've mention in his Fan Meeting. Oh please .. I just can't get enough of him! He is so irresistible!!

To those Thailand fans who wrote that message on the message board, you guys shouldn't have written that kind of message to Keun Suk. It totally ruin the whole atmosphere. Like what he said, he is always punctual and I believed that. You can't blame him for everything. Sometimes, it's the organizer's fault who want Keun Suk to appear later and not sooner. Sheesh. You totally made Keun Suk pissed. Yea, like of course when he called out who wrote that, you wouldn't dare to show yourself to him. Wth. Thankgod, he still put up a great performance with a sincere wide smile after that. Well, I just hope that you girls learned your lesson and won't do it again in future(:

Met these Awesome girls! ♥

WE ARE IN ! ! !

Rock Auditorium ^.^

Message Board ! I left one saying, "Hey Keun Suk, are you mixed?"
Haha! Well, he seems like one ;P

TWO DWAEJI TOGGI FANS!

One of my closeup pic of him. He's just trynna' tempt you ;P

Another closeup pic of him. So good-looking. So surreal. So much better looking in Real Life.
How can a guy have a skin that's so flawless!

Well, I guess this is it then. He's going off tonight ;(
This has been the greatest thing ever happened in my life. I get to meetup close with my two favourite Idols. Firstly, it was Lee Min Ho and now, I was given another opportunity to get upclose with Jang Keun Suk. I hope that the both of them will visit Singapore again(:

Only for Eels

2010-04-23T12:36:00.006+08:00

HEY EELS!!
I hope most of you whose going to IMM today enjoys it. I, for sure knows that Jang Geun Suk's meetings are always awesome. He totally loves his fans as in really really love us, keke.

Anyway, I couldn't turn up for the Fan Sign (which is today) due to working :/ So, I hope I get a better chances of getting up closing with him tomorrow. I don't know if taking a picture with him in person is possible. Might not be -.- Aishh.

Well, good luck to you GEUN SUK SHI!!
I hope you put up a great performance for tomorrow(:
Hopefully, you'll sing and dance to 2PM's heartbeat ;P

This is why we love him

2010-04-22T23:49:00.010+08:00

JANG GEUN SUK:

Humble, Down-to-Earth, Bubbly, Shinning as Always.

He was so sweet enough to walk close to the window glass and video cam us all the way, from the end till the moment he step into the car. I can't forget how Friendly he was towards us. Even daddy said that Geun Suk is really good cause he went all the way to the end of where the fans starts to crowd. Ahh~ This is the kind of attitude that we FANS appreciate to the core. He's the first celebrity whom I know that's so so so friendly, lovely and nice. Also, I can really felt the Superstar feeling. He's completely charming and was sparkling as he walks. Totally like a Real Star. Geun Suk oppa, sarang hae! You definitely deserves many love from your fans.

Ps: I don't care what ppl say abt your hair, all I know is that You're the BEST(: Meeting you this Saturday♥ Video uploads on fb (he was soo close!). Only friends under my list can play it(:

What's What

2010-04-16T18:30:00.005+08:00

Hey, I'm back just for some brief to what I've been through recently.

Attachment - So far, I have no complains about it. My Attachment was just awesomely good. They made me feel comfortable with them. We click quite well. Maybe it's because we don't have much of age gap?(: Projects will be coming more next week. So I better brush up on my creativeness before I start designing anything. I don't know why but most of the people I know thinks that I'm designing clothing -.-" No, I'm designing websites and yes, we even did alittle of photography.
Exam Retake - S.U.C.K.E.D - I was silently crying inside when I look at the paper. Fuckit. Fuck those ITE HQ people! Bunch of losers. Didn't even do their job. What's the point of getting paid?! Tsk. The News Paper called us right after we've done with the paper. They promise us that the article will be publish tomorrow. I hope this brings shame to them.
BABW - Belinda is no longer working there. Siti have been away due to exams. I feel that there's a change ever since Belinda quit. Argh, I promised myself to find a better job with a much nearer location to my home after my attachment is done. I hope I'm doing the right thing :(
Jang Geun Suk - No, I still can't find anyone who would sell away their $250 tickets ;( Like why would they right? ;( Sigh. Anyway, I hope I'm able to head down to IMM on friday and ohyea, reminder to myself, GET HIM SOMETHING! -.-"

Off now! Gonna watch Brilliant Legacy again! BYE(:

CHOA, CHOA! JEONGMAL CHOA!

2010-04-01T19:54:00.006+08:00

IT'S APRIL ! ! ! ^_____^

Opposite

2010-03-20T03:07:00.002+08:00

CHAKK!!!

HEEEEEEEEEHHH....

ERHHMMMM...

Goodnight! ( b o r e d o m )

blank you

2010-03-18T16:41:00.004+08:00

OH, GEE. IFAH'S BLOG IS FULL OF DUST :/

Good afternoon, people! I'm on holiday now = more work are on the way. School is sending me off for an attachment on the 12th April. Excited? Well... I'm only excited cause I won't be working much at Babw, KEKE. These photos were taken back on Saturday. The performance were mostly boring which keeps getting my head falls off my hand. Most of the songs that they performed were awesomely slow and I mean it in a sarcastic way (all these for SHINee -.-). Like what they always said, Save the Best for the Last and that's when SHINee appears on the stage. Dancing so handsomely. As expected, everyone leaves right after SHINee is done with their performances. WAHAHA.

PS: I bought Jang Geun Suk's $168 tickets, boo! No, sweetheart. I didn't mean boo as in "Boo! The tixs are expensive!". I mean boo as in "Boo! I didn't managed to get my hands on the $250 tixs cause they were limited and selling fast!!" Urgh, so frustrated with myself. Is there anyone out there with a very very kind heart who is willing to sell off the JGS $250 ticket to me?? Pleaseeeeeeeee contact me! :( I would gladly be appreciated.

The month of 4th ♥ ! ♥ ! ♥ !

2010-03-01T14:16:00.005+08:00

Hell Yeah this dude is coming! I is uber Excited about it. Jang Keun Suk is confirm to have a fan meeting in Singapore. I have no idea that he will be holding it at my workplace ^.^ This shall be my first time to enter such big Auditorium and yes this time for sure I'M GOING THERE ALONE ;D NYEHAHA!

Anyway~ Mr Ho gave me a shocking called early this morning. I was told to be at Chinatown tomorrow for an interview. What I know is that, the company which was mentioned by Mr Ho is a Design Company. They help designing websites for the customer. So yeah.. I'm Nervous. Hell nervous. There'll be two of us going tomorrow but they only need one. So it's either me or that guy. 50% of me says fail this interview and just get the IT Company, just like how the others get. Another 50% of me says go for the interview and make sure that guy fail his! -.-" Let's just see how it goes aye~

❤ the meaningful lyrics

2010-02-14T01:36:00.003+08:00

Nobody knows

That you and I love like this every day

There’s no room in my heart for anyone to come in besides you

Nobody knows

How I want you like this everyday

Every time I embrace you behind the stage

My heart bursts

Tik, I knew from the beginning

(Tik) Cheombuteo arasseo nan
Tik, there was something about you

(Tik) mwongaga isseosseo neon
Tik, in that gaze you stared at me with

(Tik) Niga nareul boneun geu nunbiche

Tok, For your exhilarating love

(Tok) Jjarithan ni sarange
Tok, I’m always thirsty

(Tok) naneun neul mogmareungeol
Tok, I keep searching for you secretly

(Tok) Amudo mollae neol jakku chajgedoe

She turned twenty

2010-02-10T19:11:00.000+08:00

It wasn't something much but I do hope you treasure it cause you really do not wanna know how much trouble we get for doing this. Okay, I lied. You already did know about it, hahks! Can't seem to shut my mouth up, keke. Anw, Happy 20th Birthday Jia Wen! ^.^ The last time I knew you was when you were just thirteen. So young and decent nonsence. Hahaha! You haven't changed much. You're still the same Jia Wen and I love it. Even though at times you can be really embarrassing, haha! I still love you!(: May many happiness awaits ahead of you! XOXO

Stop this crap now

2010-02-10T00:37:00.004+08:00

Friend,
You misunderstands us. Please stop throwing your tantrum at us without knowing the reason at all. You don't even hear to our explanations and ZAP! you disappear yourself immediately. I send you a message through FB, you didn't reply them. So I thought maybe you didn't notice your inbox. Therefore, I texted you and still there are no replies from you. We wanna clear things up with you but why are you running away?? Do you know how frustrating this is? Urgh. Pointless. I doubt so you'll read this post -.-"

Jia Wen Advanced Birthday X2

2010-02-08T20:51:00.005+08:00

Since Kah Hui is working on the 10th, we did a Advanced Birthday Celebration for JW on Saturday. Although, she thought that it wasn't necessary, we still insist on it. Treat her to Na Na Thai's Restaurant. I felt so saved when I heard JW said that the food was yummy. Well, she can be really hard sometimes. So yeah, there's pressure. Haha! Phew. Then come Monday. Kah Hui and I had already planned to surprised her with another mini celebration. Difference is that, this time she is clueless! ^.^ Bought a vanguard sheet earlier and drew a so-called TV frame where we'll place a picture in it. We then end it with scribble messages just so too filled up the empty spaces. After school, I meet up with Kah Hui. Quickly ran to the Mall. Had the photo printed. Bought a slice of cake with a candle. Once we've grabbed everything on the list, we quickly rush to her tutorial place. I SWEAR WE WENT THROUGH A HELL LOT OF PROBLEMS JUST TO GET EVERYTHING DONE. Urgh, the problems we faced for JW -.- It was 7pm sharp when Kah Hui called her to meet us at the back of her working place. I hid one corner. The moment I saw JW came up to Kah Hui, I came out and sang the Birthday song out loud. Followed by Kah hui. And the result was .. her face was totally PRICELESS luh! HAHA. She was indeed surprised and speechless. I still remember the first sentence she said, "But today is not my birthday luh. My birthday is on Wednesday lei"

this is how my reaction was earlier
-____________________________-"

LOL! We knew that but since KH is working on Wed, we decided to surprised her today. HEE.
Well, anyways she told us that she was touched by it. Awwwww~ KEKE
And so the mini celebration ended with warm hugs!(:

SHINee @DEPARTURE

2010-02-03T22:13:00.003+08:00

SHINee's fans are Scary.

But their crew are even more scarier. If you notice in the video, my camera was being pushed away HARD by this fucking bitch. She is with SHINee, wearing grey shirt with a shawl around her neck. I don't really like how they treat the fans. Also, I did heard that there's this Fan whom helped one of the SHINee's member up and then get punched by one of their crews. Rude much? Tsk. Whatever it is, I hope in future they'll be nicer. Oh! FYI, I managed to hold Minho's hands! ^.^ I got super close with them. Of course, I only focus on Minho since I like him, heeh..

KOREAN FEVER: SHINee

2010-02-01T00:31:00.002+08:00

SHINee has waayy too many fans waiting at Choa Chu Kang. No matter how early you were, the crowd was never gone. It seems like there's 100% No Hope for people like us who didn't bought the tickets to see SHINee. And so, Joyce and I run to their Hotel. Surprisingly, there weren't many fans. God bless the uncle who gave us the information on where SHINee will get off the van. So, we waited at the carkpark. Few minutes later, the white van arrived and SHINee was in it. Took a video of them. Gosh, Minho was superrr adorable! Love his hair ^.^